A lot of nugirls have that reaction cupcake. It’s okay. That feeling eventually eases and melts into the warm safe comfort once you’re in a proper soft fluffy diaper.
That icky feeling tends to come and go in waves, at first. It takes time to calm the waters inside to find true bliss wrapped around your bottom. A soft, thick, warm diaper leaving a nice puffy flat front at your crotch. It’ll make you feel all safe and allow you to let go of those toxic male socializations instilled in you.

You’ve been poisoned so deeply by that icky toxic boy socialization that it feels almost primal to resist restarting.
Those earliest building blocks of gendered socialization are put in before you even have much of a mind to understand anything let alone your gender.
It’s that earliest block at the base of male socialization that deep down your heart knew needed to be knocked out so it can be rewritten with happy good girl socialization.

Gendered socialization is so intrinsically entwined with potty training. The first time a gendered socialization was inflicted on transgirls to participate in was during potty training. Girls sit, boys stand. Diapers help nugirls open those mental pathways back up so they can become trugirls free of that toxic male poisoning.

Removing those mental blocks also allow HRT to work more effectively. The brains ability to subconsciously resist transition due to shame, fear, and deep rooted socialization can seriously hinder a nugirls ability to pass.

But by embracing your need to start over as a girl, the treatments will be unhindered by mental blocks and allow you to perfectly pass. Physically and emotionally. A perfectly passing girl.

You’ll only understand the magic of diapers once you try them. Every transgirl desires to perfectly pass. By wearing your diapers sweetheart you’ll be able to become a PP girl too.

But the first step is acceptance. Repeat after me.
I’m a transgirl, and I need my diapers.